tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103404033723453891.post8870877690473956232..comments2023-09-13T11:54:11.462-04:00Comments on Living With Lewy Body: Escape fantasiesUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3103404033723453891.post-30899597542472187712008-07-02T09:09:00.000-04:002008-07-02T09:09:00.000-04:00Oh the fantasies! I would in my mind, be in Hawai...Oh the fantasies! I would in my mind, be in Hawaii sipping on a refreshing alcoholic beverage watching the sun set. Every minute of the day that was not spent directly dealing with Daddy was spent somewhere far far away. I never ran the TV or the radio. It helped me be somewhere else; no interuptions.<BR/><BR/>I think it was the only way I kept my sanity. <BR/><BR/>The down side is that now that it is over, I feel guilty for wanting to get away.<BR/><BR/>I know how you feel...if had I left, what would happen? Someone else would have to carry my load. In Daddy's case, strangers. I could not deal with that part of it.<BR/><BR/>My real escape was this blog. I spent my days trying to make it something "special". Now I can't seem to leave it behind.<BR/><BR/>There is a rut here. I'm still in it even though I tell everyone everything is OK. <BR/><BR/>I just cannot imagine how hard it would have been without Hubbie...even worse for Hubbie to have had the LBD. <BR/><BR/>Pull your support group together. Your children are old enough to understand and to participate. They need to be with their Dad as much as they can now, while he still has the ability to recognize and remember them. In the long run, I think they will be grateful for the time they get.<BR/><BR/>Pam, you take care of yourself. You are not alone. We are all here with you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com